Sitting in my cubicle one late evening working on some Customer Issues i realized something that scared me a little. Having worked in the IT Industry for more than 2 years now i realized how much it had changed me.It was making me something that i never wanted to be.
It was making me Box in myself and feel ok about it.The 4 walls in office....and the 4 walls of my room after coming back from office...That was it..! The only out of the BOX experience i got daily was the ride to office and back. It feels so pathetic to call that as the most exciting thing of the day given bangalore's traffic..!!!
But the worst thing was that even though this "Living in the BOX" was getting under my skin but my life was slowly changing into this Monotone of order.The best thing about life is its wondrous unpredictability but somehow i was fine living in these boxes.
I could feel a part of me dying everyday but still i was going through each day living in the BOX since changing things required a fresh perspective and fresh effort and i didn't know where to start.With every passing day the effort grew and my determination shrunk.But thankfully on the verge of completely loosing it i found my Vent....!!
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