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Wednesday, April 27, 2011

A glimmer of Hope is all u Need..!!






Like a shiny diamond in the murky sky..
Like the tears of joy when you cry...
Like finding the safe haven in hades layer..
Like finally getting an answer to a long forgotten prayer...!!

Like finding a penny lying around on your morning walk..
Like finally finding the right key for the lock...
Like working till you bleed to earn your first pay..
Like knowing that the one you love will stay...

Being gloomy,sad,marooned and back...
It was a long and gruesome journey from the start..
But when you come to know that your efforts bore seed...
You realize ..a Glimmer of Hope is all you Need...

Like the feeling of finishing an old pending puzzle..
Like finding an old family portrait in the attic rubble...
Like choosing a way on reaching the crossroads...not knowing if you would reach you destination...
Like driving endlessly for hours in the rain..and finally reaching home forgetting your frustration....

Like waking up to a familiar face in the Morning...
Like having your hopes high even though knowing the day will be boring..
Like always keeping an old trinket with Ganesha's face ..in your Wallet ..for the charm...
But knowing that the same small old jewel will save you form all cosmic harm..    

Praying everyday for happiness and  being contentful ...
Hoping that all will be heard and the lord shall not be revengeful..  
Believing that to be happy you need not bleed...
And realizing that..a glimmer of hope is all you need...

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Patience might be a virtue for the one who has..!!!




I hate to wait....and especially to wait for good things to happen is the toughest n most painful.

It takes a toll on you...slowly and slowly...and you don't even come to know that the boredom has crept inside till the bones ...starts with lazy weekends...coming late to office..missing meetings...then it aggravates to unimaginable proportions...
By the time you come to know its too late...you are skipping stuff that you always loved...doing stuff that you never found interesting...
you just dream of stuff that could happen...n begin an infinite loop of wait for it to come true without any effort..

Patience might be a virtue but apparently of what i have come to realize is that virtue is highly over rated...
its like a condom company preaching abstinence and chastity.
We all are just base mortals with temptations in the end and each one's definitions of morals is different so what is virtue then...
How can you universalize that patience is a virtue for all when we all have different moral sense.
Patience might be a virtue for the one who has....but for the one who has NOT ...its a torture beyond any other...its like asking you to follow abstinence while living in a brothel.

I want things to happen....but apparently that is not how it works..!!!

I'm sorry I'm bad..!!

Friday, April 8, 2011

Its Weird to be Normal..!!!


I was too accustomed to being insane and weird that whenever i get a sane dream or i do a sane thing it twitches..
Being so accustomed to the world of insanity... weird thoughts...crazy dreams..psycho reactions...killer emotions..for so long ....
It almost feels unnatural to return to the world of sanity...i mean having a smile when u wake up is nice...but i am not used to it...
i always used to wake up startled remembering what piece of crazy chaos i saw in my dream last night...fighting with a sword like the piratees ...being eaten by a crocodile...seeing strange people i never knew...doing crazy wild things i cannot describe..just to name a few...
n now when i have such a normal dream that i am talking to a person i adore and we r having a good time ..n THATS IT..!!!
..no swords...no sex...no falling people...no reptiles...no strange acquaintance's...so space fantasies...ITS Weird...!!