M gonna try...!!

It's really hard to define human... Sometimes it's rash and sometimes it's just too morbid.. U crave for something with all your life.. And when finally have it you move on to find something new.. U cry when u lose but always winning also doesn't make u happy .. U aim for a smaller goal and when's have it u don't know what to aim for next..
We slack off instead of working hard and still get the job done... Then why we're we ever taught those values to begin with... I wonder so many times how we were taught... How to judge what's right and what's wrong.. But how can people who lived 3 decades before us tel us what's right in our time.. I wonder how this human brain works...
 It's humane at times and the next moment we want to kill our boss.. We see a puppy on the road and we smile but we never feel sad for its mother who was the road kill we saw and drove past it.. We like to stay in our protective cocoon but we would spring out savage if anything hurt our family... We are the sane creatures we want others to be but we are diabolical at the same time.. U would see one guy helping a blind guy cross the street And another guy honking his horn on an old lady trying to cross the road on a zebra crossing..
 We set our standards too high for others but it's easy for us to not follow them.. We do obnoxious things to get our love but on getting her we complain of having lost that spark.. We carry on without lives complaining that it's just too monotonous ... But we ourselves don't wanna provide the change since we are so used to it now... We tell others tonns of eye opening advice but when it comes to ourselves we forget the first word we preached.. We live complaining and we die discontent never realizing that we had the power all along..
 I found my high school slam book and gave it a read.... I was so explosive and full of life.. My imagination was always out of the box.. But I guess the crutches of the corporate world got to me too deep... I regret my boring life..I regret not having any adventure or element of danger in it.. I tried a little but gave in to my routine.. I want my life back...I want my zeal back.. Playing safe and being calculative might make u live longer But that's not a life I wanted for me when I saw myself.. Al I need to realize is that it's not over yet... Human brain is a tool...and u can materialize your imagination if u just try...
M gonna try..!!