Parents...

The weirdest creation by god..

Yet the loveliest..

Its hard to stay with them when u r kids..

And hard to stay away when we are big..

They grow and they grow and they seldom learn

They are a true case of Benjamin Button..

As we grow into them they grow into us..

Like kids when we were and always made a fuss..

They taught us so much and we learned so little...

We resented them as kids and just wanted to fiddle..

They went through so much to make us what we are ...

And when it was our turn we sent them so far..

Its not fair how this world functions..

They are the remnants of our current conjunction..

Nothing is fair and Nothing lasts for ever..

But it does not mean that our bonds should sever..

They are not perfect ..so are we..

But we tend to forget the latter in their case when we please..

They taught us to walk ..they taught us to run..

Never did they think we would use it to get away from them and run..

They took care of us as kids and now its our time...

We shall take care of them until they are fine..

They never cribbed or made an excuse..

And now we will be there for them..not caring if they are obtuse.. 

Patience is a virtue ..thats what we were taught..

Now we need to remember that for this lot..

They never mean anything wrong in what they say..

Maybe its their timing or just their way..

Whatever be the reason they are still our mum and dad

And we shall always be indebted to them ..for we are glad..

They are the reason for our name and success..

And we are proud of them for being our parents in good times and distress.. !!

Finally..!!!

Aage kya hoga..!!

Chattan k shikhar pe khada...neeche dekhta hun main....
Ek gehri kaali andheri khaai mujhe ghoorti hai...
Par main udna chahta hun...machalna chahta hun...
Itne arson baad fir se apne murjhaye pankhon ke niche wo hawa mehsoos ki hai...
Fir se wo taazgi mehsoos ki hai...dil main wo tarkash mehsoos ki hai...
Aage kya hoga nai pata...udunga ya andhere main kho jaunga...nai pata...

The story of my Life..!!

To be or not to be..!!!

The one question that lingers in my mind from time to time..
Should we be what we should or should we be what we are...
I wish i knew the answer or knew how to get it somehow..
I don't know whats worse..not knowing the answer
or not being able to get the question out of my head..!!

I have been on both sides or this treacherous river..
Both banks looked right when i was on it..
It was not a question of abstinence or indulgence...
it was a question or realizing my true nature..
Is it hedonistic or austere...evil or pure..

Whats this urge to switch sides which comes and goes from time to time..
Why cant i keep myself steady on one bank without looking at the other side..
Things which seemed wrong earlier ..seem right now..
and things which were fun earlier have a way of becoming foul...
we try to fight our sudden urges but seldom fail...
The question is not "why couldn't we ?"...but "should we..?"


I think about it sometimes..mostly drowning it in thoughts of something else..
There is so much confusion and so many routes..its hard to filter one out..
I thought of giving faith a try ... thinking what do i have to loose...
The path was tough and absolutely new..for a non believer fool...
I had tried it earlier but always failed..but this time i gave it all i had
And to my amazement something absolutely unexpected happened..

I found that all things happen for the greater good..
just that without faith its hard to gulp that down...
I gave it a shot and it didn't turn me down...
it helped me whenever i was about to drown...
I searched for this guardian angel all my life..
and now that i found it i dont knw whom to follow...

At the end of the day the biggest question still remains...

WHO AM I..??

Sometimes it last in love but sometimes it hurts instead..!!

Lage Ki Zinda Hun Main..!!

Diye jala ke baitha hun...roshni fir bhi nai aati...

Khidki kholne ki himakat ki hi thi ...ki andhera andar aa gaya....

Is soone kamre main ek ajab sa sannata hai....

koi sannata cheerti hui cheekh hi sunayi de jaye to lage ki zinda hun main...

Roz ki zindagi ab bemani lagne lagi hai....

Kaash koi pakad ke jhinjhod hi jaye to lage ki zinda hun main..

Ragon main khoon beh beh ke paani lagne laga hai...

Koi aa ke thoda sa baha hi jaye to lage ki Zinda hun main...

Bawandaron ka saathi tha.....Is khoon main bhi wo garmi thi...

Waqt ke thapedon main bhi mastak taane jo khadi thi...

Us aag ko thanda hote mahsoos kiya hai maine...

Koi thoda sa jala hi jaye.. to lage ki Zinda hoon main..

Merei zindagi ka koi khaas fayda nai dikhta...

doosron ke liye jiye ja raha hun main...

Dil main apne toote kaanch ke tukde samete hun main...

Koi mere liye bhi jiye.. to lage ki zinda hun main..!

Aag bhujh gayi hai par angaare abhi bhi sulag rahe hain....

is neeras si raat main taare abhi bhi chamak rahe hain..

Apno ka khayal har dam dil main rehta hai.....

Koi aa ke peeth thap thapa jaye to lage ki Zinda hoon main..!!